i bought 2 new shirts, and a new pair of jeans. then i went out with some friends.

and now i'm kind of drunk, and my car is in a parking lot behind a bar.

cool. this must be what college was supposed to be like.

# posted by aja @ 2:05 AM

and like that, he's gone again.

you never get used to it, you know? never.

and they say i will be MORE than fine. they say this is a blessing, somehow. they say i'm young and free. but to be young and free also means to be alone. left with 6 years of memories, some betrayal and a whole lot of love, somehow. and i feel like i won't ever feel love like that again. i don't want to bother trying to love anyone like that again. but this is normal, they say. this will pass.

has anything about this chapter ever been normal? i wouldn't know. i have nothing to compare it to.

audio: cat power- good woman

# posted by aja @ 9:25 PM