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Monday, August 15, 2005

meet me in montauk. 

and like that, he's gone again.

you never get used to it, you know? never.

and they say i will be MORE than fine. they say this is a blessing, somehow. they say i'm young and free. but to be young and free also means to be alone. left with 6 years of memories, some betrayal and a whole lot of love, somehow. and i feel like i won't ever feel love like that again. i don't want to bother trying to love anyone like that again. but this is normal, they say. this will pass.

has anything about this chapter ever been normal? i wouldn't know. i have nothing to compare it to.

audio: cat power- good woman

# posted by aja @ 9:25 PM

Comments:
*hugs* we love you, Aja. You aren't alone.
# posted by Blogger Tracy : 9:19 PM
 
*hugs* I know you are going through a hard time and you are in my thoughts. If you need anything or just need to vent give me a call. *hugs*
# posted by Blogger offie : 10:32 AM
 
don't you wish you could erase all the painful stuff sometimes? but then again. . . just like clementine, you'd be missing the things that make you, you. i know it sucks. i'm so sorry.
# posted by Blogger April Gavaza : 1:28 AM
 
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